tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91366914607397705452011-08-15T15:27:15.453-07:00Anahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15358007051060968171noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9136691460739770545.post-73218040758157311182010-11-17T18:08:00.000-08:002010-11-17T18:16:59.394-08:00I do just about everything half-assed. I take as many shortcuts as possible. I wait until the last minute to start things, and I study five minutes before the test.<br /><br />I've always been this way, even in relationships. Although in my case they aren't really relationships, let's call it 'Friends-with-all-advantages'.<br /><br />I want to have the boyfriend without the commitment. I want the romance, the spoiling, the sexual and emotional satisfaction that comes with having a man to lean on. But when it comes to being with just one man the longest I've ever stayed with him was 3 months. I always mess things up. I'm tired of being alone.<br /><br />It's time I start respecting myself, no more sex outside of a relationship. I am starting anew with a partial celebacy. I'm going to analyze my relationship with men and pick apart my faults. I'm tired of being me, time to reshape my life. Starting now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9136691460739770545-7321804075815731118?l=ana-writes.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15358007051060968171noreply@blogger.com0